I'm not dead yet

I have decided I am going to give myself a break for once in my life.
Mainly because I am doing the best I can with what I have right now.
Also I am still alive and haven't keeled over, which I see as an accomplishment.
That's how I feel lately.

Wondering why my google account is in Chinese...

Things that don't make sense:
Boys
Physical science (although it's not as bad as I originally thought)
My google account being in Chinese. I don't speak Chinese, or anything besides English for that matter. I think the universe is mocking me.
Any weather over 100 degrees

 In other news I am not as bad at surprises as I thought, also frisbee golf.

she hasn't had a day to relax

since she lost her ability to think clearly.


I've been really stressed lately. And do you know what that means?
That's right. Eminem.
In case you haven't noticed I am not your average mormon girl :)

if only

I would rather not study, also I would like it if there were more nice boys in the world. And if I could eat ice cream for breakfast every day and go running at any time of the night.

Yep. That would be quite perfect.

present

"Be where you are.
Be there until you're not."
-Stanley G. Ellis

cooking: success

tonight I made my first off campus meal all by my grown up self (with some help from my roommate). We made tuna noodle casserole and it ended up tasting (mostly) surprisingly like my mom's.

accomplished.

in other news life off campus is pretty okay. classes start tomorrow. I love john mayer. and I miss all my guy friends. I really need to get out and meet people in my apartment complex, not knowing very many people is really getting to me. I miss my girls, I miss my job, I miss my friends. But I really need to stop missing yesterday and love today (this is the voice in my head, it sounds like a sarcastic redhead boy if you know what I mean :) I listen to it because it is usually right).

I want to love like I'm 5 years old.

This is the cutest thing in the entire world.

and I want it. very badly.