I am beautiful

Here is the last challenge from the Redefining Beauty campaign:

The Beast, oh and also that other thing

I've been doing this redefining beauty challenge that is put on by the Women's Resource Center here and the challenge for today is to come up with your own definition of beauty.

I think beauty is inherent in every human being and every creature created by God. I think that there is something beautiful in everyone, it is not only looks, or even personality, sometimes the work people produce is beautiful or the thoughts they think. You have to look not only deeper than skin, but also deeper than social skills, but the deeper you go the more intense the beauty. I believe everyone has this deep inner beauty but not a lot of people show it. So here is my challenge to you, if you happen to be reading this, find some way to show your deepest beauty, I know you have it and I know that it exists in you, just discover it, get it out of you in some form, and show it to someone else. Stop suppressing it,  it is most likely dying to be seen.

also try coming up with your own definition of beauty and leave it in the comments :)

I'm not dead yet

I have decided I am going to give myself a break for once in my life.
Mainly because I am doing the best I can with what I have right now.
Also I am still alive and haven't keeled over, which I see as an accomplishment.
That's how I feel lately.

Wondering why my google account is in Chinese...

Things that don't make sense:
Boys
Physical science (although it's not as bad as I originally thought)
My google account being in Chinese. I don't speak Chinese, or anything besides English for that matter. I think the universe is mocking me.
Any weather over 100 degrees

 In other news I am not as bad at surprises as I thought, also frisbee golf.

she hasn't had a day to relax

since she lost her ability to think clearly.


I've been really stressed lately. And do you know what that means?
That's right. Eminem.
In case you haven't noticed I am not your average mormon girl :)

if only

I would rather not study, also I would like it if there were more nice boys in the world. And if I could eat ice cream for breakfast every day and go running at any time of the night.

Yep. That would be quite perfect.

present

"Be where you are.
Be there until you're not."
-Stanley G. Ellis